College

In my whole life I have never been more scared. I was scared when I turned in my final paper, which determined if I graduated or not, I was scared when I got fired from my job, and I was scared countless of other times. This is probably the scariest thing ever.

I don’t know if I will get into the colleges I have hoped to. Sure, I got the grades. I don’t have the SAT score. I don’t have the extracurricular activities like I wish I had. I feel as if I am not good enough. I hate looking down upon myself, but that’s what college does. They pick the best, and forget the rest. Sounds like high school all over again.

I just hope I get into Cal Poly SLO, or any of the UCs I registered for. If I don’t, I will just break down and cry. All my years struggling to get to number 5 in my class wasted. I just want to be successful I guess. Live happy doing what I want to do in my life.